I’ve never been a profound writer or speaker. Nor would I ever pretend that I know the best ways to process the forks in the road that life repeatedly navigates me to. I will admit that I’m fairly predictable with what I do to process and internalize my sometimes complex and real life scenarios. I work through things by writing what I am facing and how it feels, so I can understand my emotions. I make little paintings and doodles to wrap my head around things too. I realize that not everyone puts things into words or pictures to process the “big feeling” moments. So, I decided to publicly post what I imagine, feel and record to help me cope. I like balance so I’ll be sharing some thoughts on the good flavors of life and the love that I see in the world too. Part of my journey to appreciate when life feels warm means knowing the depths of feeling nervous and askew too. I try not to reject the powerful feelings because I know they are going to live within me at different times of my life. Removing the rejection layer seems to take the edge off the discomfort. If you are dealing with a “10” in life right now, I hope you know the season will change and you’ll feel okay again too. You may need a little help so reach out to someone to ask for that help. Sometimes we gain perspective and skills so we suffer less from those people. I’m not really saying that just for your benefit… I’m writing it so I can remember too.
I’m trying to be my own best friend here. 🙂