I’ve tried really hard but I’ve had my fill today, I’d like to give my body back.
I’ve been a good patient and met it halfway, but it’s given me a hard smack.
Each blink is gritty, my vision blurry, my eyes under attack.
A deep breath in, diaphragm expanding, I tried to cut it some slack.
I soften my grip but the parts yell loudly, my muscles begin to contract.
Skin red with fury and rooted in stings, mimicking a heart attack.
I’m meditating to ignore the parts in pain, still, I’d like to give my body back.